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nessa bieber
05 September 2010 @ 09:55 pm
YA KNOW.

SAME NESSA.

ONLY I'M OBSESSED WITH DEGRASSI. ELI/CLARE= LOVE.

STILL A DIE HARD BELIEBER (:

if you ever wanna talk my tumblr is- sparksflyx.tumblr.com

<3
 
 
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nessa bieber
28 March 2010 @ 06:56 pm
SOME RANDOM JEMI ICONS + some banners. (: Credit if using anything!

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Location: home
Mood: busybusy
Musica: justin bieber
 
 
nessa bieber
19 December 2009 @ 01:58 am



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i know nobody reads this. i know a lot of people don't really know me. I honestly didn't care for LJ this year and I remember when i used to be obsessed. I also remember..my past.

nobody knows but i suffer. i'm not that depressed girl twenty four seven but the problem is..I let all of my feelings in and I have been for almost 3 years. It hurts, it fucking hurts.

I try talking to my family and they aren't help. And my friends? ohmygoodness, nessa has none! Well okay, maybe I do but they aren't one of those friends that I can hang out with. They have their own friends. I have some internet friends and i am SO thankful for them but i hate putting all of my drama on them, like they already don't have enough!

so i look at other girls who are so drop-dead gorgeous and natural and i'm like.."what do they have?" they act like they have nothing. I know everyone has problems. No one is perfect. I'm not going to die..but I feel like why should i be depressed? I'm not in a bad situation, it's just that I hate struggling. I want to be happy again.

sigh, it's not that easy. Maybe the new year will bring happiness?

Because 2009 was the WORST year of my life.

I sound so emo, I know.

You know what else i have been thinking about? How much i have changed. I have grown up and i have learned who i am. I recently have been thinking about my old friends. I lost so many. I can count about 10. It hurts me so fucking much. In 2008, I lost a good friend of mine and it hurt me to pieces. How would you feel losing one of your BEST friends? We joined a forum and she was like soooo like me and we've been talking for awhile but then i had mess it up. -sigh-

The forum i'm on is MileyFans.net. It's amazing. I've been on for 3 years and I can't imagine leaving..I will eventually but i don't know when. I met SO many people and lost most..it sucks.

but oh well.

i shouldn't keep bring myself down.

i do it so easily. like this stupid damn site omegle.com ? you talk to strangers and shit and so i gave this guy my fb link where he can only see my default (my profile is private) and he said "you're fat."

sad.

oh well, it's true anyway.

^^^

oops, see?!??!

so im going to leave it to there.

whoever reads this,
i love you soo much!!!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR OR AKA HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
 
 
Location: alone, at home.
Mood: blankblank
Musica: nick jay.
 
 
nessa bieber
29 November 2009 @ 12:43 am
Hey guys...couldn't resist...needed to make stuff =P Sorry it looks weird, i don't post graphics often.

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Location: home
Mood: determineddetermined
Musica: taylor swift
 
 
nessa bieber
26 November 2009 @ 12:53 pm

Hey alI! I just wanted to wish you all a very HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Well if you do celebrate it. I hope you all get to spend time with your family and enjoy your food! For me, thanksgiving haven't been perfect and things always went wrong but I'm VERY thankful for my family and my amazing readers on ff.net! I haven't got many reviews in awhile but I am still thankful for the people who actually review there..

Off topic for a moment here..I saw New Moon on Sunday and it was amazing! I was never obsessed with it, like when I saw Twilight back when it came out on DVD in March (never went to the theaters.) I read Twilight around the beginning of 2008, before I knew who would be playing who. I imagined different a different Edward and Bella and didn't like Rob or Kristen but now I think they are a cute couple, because we all know they are dating in real life. Anyway..I read all 4 books in the past year and I promised “Don't get obsessed!” but after seeing New Moon..gah I can't help myself!

So I've been reading stories on fanfiction.net and I mean some are crazy amazing. The reviews are like 2,000 and one even had 15,000! Like I think they get 200 reviews a chapter and I'm lucky I get 10. Anyway I'm going to promise you guys something..even though I'm a fan and you guys might be.. I WILL NEVER WRITE A TWILIGHT FIC. I know it would be bad and no one would read it and plus, the author and people on here who actually write the stories are amazing so good job to them..yeah I'm jealous, hah.

So you guys can reply to this....I want to know some questions.

What are you're plans for Thanksgiving (if celebrating)

Are you excited for Christmas?

I hope you guys can reply!!!

(:

 
 
Location: home
Mood: contentcontent
Musica: what you got- colby o donis